those moments

2nd week of 3rd term of 1392...
last night i had one of those moments when u just need a click to tear apart and cry like a baby , it doesn't happen a lot to me but when it does it really effects me !
so i was saying.....
a super sad song played on my phone , then i started thinking anything from my future to what i did before.
i thought about my weight and how it haven't changed for so long, in fact i haven't done much about it . i mean i really watch what i eat and try to do little workouts now and then .... but i don't know why i expect to see a change ......phew! :-(
i thought about working and having my own money. i really like to take this seriously....
a week ago i was in a cafe with my friends hanging out, i saw a woman coming with a chocolate cake and a not so perfect cheesecake , i walked to her and asked her about how she started and the money she's making out of this. she told me that like me she is a home cook and has her own cake recipes (the thing i liked the most after her pretty smile) then because of weight loss she started to give her cakes to her nearest cafes ......
she's SO like me, right?!?!
all i have to do is making samples and take them to cafes for testing then they gonna call me and tell me how they like my cakes!!!
so excited to do sucha thing but :( where should i start?! what if they don't like my cake?! or worse what if my cakes don't always be the same as it was at first?!?! rrrrrr........and a lot more negative unanswered questions ! :((( !
then i thought my school and my projects and how i should be more serious and focused !!
and Blah Blah Blah....
how's everything with u?!

love
T.G

Dancing is The Best workout!!

so i was out with a friend of mine had a great night out. then i came home about 9 pm,,,

checking stuff online theeen.... my sister played an old enrique song....that was all i needed to get me out of my bed! :))

 so my playlist was anything from 2000 to 2013....

enrique- love to see u cry

pussycat dolls- dontcha

pussycat dolls-bottle pop

katy perry- california gurls

katy perry - i kissed a gurl (favorite)

enrique- taking back my love

femme like u

arash- always

M.J- billie jean(older)

rihanna - stay (tiesto remix)

Beyonce - Love On Top

pitbull- dont stop the party

bob sinclar f. snoop lion- wild thing

madonna-turn up the radio

pallet band - yadegare doost

cheryl cole- grow up

*sting- rise and fall

 pretty good playlist with cool down song....

love
T.G

i haven't post like forever!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SzyxSm_ySI

LINK ABOVE  is the best tutorial for linked lists in C programming.
 this is one of the biggest problems i've had forever!
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check it out if u need help like me!

Im in class right now! Lol!

Aaaahhhh!!! I can't stop thinking about something.....awww! I wish i could tell u guys what it is....
Rrrrr!!! I'm SO mad!!!
:'( :'(
I need something to calm me ,down!
Heeelllppp!

hey guys....

it's Wednesday and I'm sitting in our pc room in university trying to focus on my homeworks but all the emails and Facebook and Google+ thing won' let me!!
have u ever been in this kind of situation? when you're like hey i need to get this done and as soon as you connect to the internet you get so distracted that you spend the whole time on social websites. at the end you realize "dang it! I literally didn't do anything"  !!! I hate it when that happens.

I have two sets of programming homework that the deadline where last MONDAY! LOL!  :D

what do u do when something like this happens to you? 

comment below.

LOVE

T.G

if you are a random person and for some reason you are checking my blog please comment "i checked".
i want to now my viewers.

LOVE 

T.G

kind of a good workout! :)

Hi...
Today i didn't feel like working out but i said to myself...."Hey self, This has happened before once you are on that treadmill nothing but music matters.....So suck it up and go workout"
so i did...and let me tell you the moment adrenaline releases i don't want to stop....
50 minutes of good interval cardio 
35 squats (kind of squat beginner)
lunges
20 push ups
and 40 burpees (I hate them....no wait I should say oh I love theeeeemmm! lol!)
my playlist:
wake me up before you go==> George Micheal
shake it out==>Florence and the Machine
dog days are gone==>Florence and the Machine
you and I==>Anjulie
inner ninja==>Classified music
rule the world==>Selena Gomez
rock this party==>Bob Sinclar
burn it to the ground==> Nickelback
get the girl back==>hanson

Try these songs some of them are really good! Actually it was more but i just wrote some of them!

LOVE
T.G

programming languages

i found this awesome website...really what i needed....im using the PYTHON and C languages...
if u want to learn new programming languages check it out.


http://www.tutorialspoint.com/more.htm

LOVE
T.G

colorful cupcakes!

SO...
i made a batch of cupcakes .... i have an awesome recipe that can go with everything chocolate,fruits,spices,nuts and everyythiiinggg....i came up with the recipe my self...
so i might upload the recipe later but here's the cupcakes!

LOVE

T.G

Listening at Mp3 Plate

Listening at Mp3 Plate

test TOMORROW!

oh shit i have a physics test tomorrow,,,,so it means no workouts.....and study all night!
i used to love physics in high school but now studying physics is like going through hell!! :\
so i'll update u tomorrow!

LOVE 
T.G

COOKING + PROGRAMMING + WEIGHT LOSS = ME !! :D

This blog will be a place that i'll post about my weight loss,programming,cooking and even sometimes just journals!a little about me...im an 18 year old (i'll be 19 in 8 months!) iranian girl.i'm a college student and studying in computer programming which i LOVE!on january of 2012 i weighed 105 kgs (about 235 pounds ideal weight 136!) and i am 168 cm tall....so i was SO overweight and i was too lazy to do anything....a very typical day i came home from school and i had to make lunch, so i turned the tv on and i was watching  "i used to be fat" first season as i usually used to do....this time it was about a boy named Dominic and he was greek and overweight and about to be a chef. he was overweight because of the way his family used to eat, so unhealthy and his mother showed her love to him through food.i could really relate to him .... he spent his summer changing his life with working out and eating healthy.this was my click, the fire,the only motivation i needed so i thought to myself if he could do this i can do it too...i started right away, with that lunch i made big bowl of salad with no dressing (i used to eat salad just for the dressing...no dressing no salad for me (before))...i enjoyed every bite of that salad with sweet raw taste of vegetables. it was like my taste of  food was telling me hey you should eat healthier, not every healthy food tastes bad it actually does taste good....then i installed an app called calorie counter from fatsecret.com.this website helped me alottt learning stuff about how to workout and diet!!! :))i didn't know much, but all i knew was food has calories and working out burns calories...so i started working out on our treadmill. i remember the very first time stepped on the treadmill i just worked for 12 minutes and i felt like dying.then i logged my food and my workouts on fatsecret.com everyday... and the weight was easily coming off.till now i lost  66 pounds.looking forward to another 20 pound to lose.when i first start losing weight i started making my own meals. my food should be healthy, loaded with vegetables, low fat and low carb....im not so good with the low carb part! (i LOVE carbsss).i made this kind of food and my family were eating it with me and really enjoying it without missing the flavors.....so i realised i can really cook and i love cooking and baking.so here i am now.....writing this blog about me and my life with poor english skills.please comment i love to read them....

check out i can cook. on facebook

LOVE T.G